The Awesmazing Meetup :D

After begging my amma jee for days, she finally gave me permission to go to the KarachiTips team's meetup today. It was even more awesome than I had first anticipated. Even though I had planned to leave my place by 10, I left by 10.30 am which made me reach the venue 10 minutes late. I met my friend at the gate and went to the room the meetup/meeting was already going on. Bilal and Abdullah were talking about the journey KarachiTips had made up till now. Introducing myself(which was a bit awkward for me :\ ) we sat there listening to what the co-founders had to say. Then came Baakh and told a bit about herself. The co-founders went on telling about all the awesome ideas they, the cool people they have met and loads of other stuff. Though in the middle being mu-phat (according to Ali) I kinda embarrassed myself. Minutes later, we were given  task of coming up with two tips per group (which were three). Every group shared some awesome tips which will most probably be refined and uploaded on the KarachiTips page as I think the K-tips Blog Team's special. Damn this sounds more like a report then a bolgpost. Anyhoo, we had pizza for lunch(courtesy of the co-founders) <- mufta :D and everyone met the people they've been talking on the blog team ka group with. We had a talented photographer Saad, who was taking amazing photos I'm sure of the whole session with his minions helping around :P. We discussed the team's name and after brainstroming for a while Karachifiers was selected (which will be reviewed first ofcourse) Though it was quite funny when while trying to write another suggestion on the board Abdullah fell off of the chir and the whole room strted laughing at him to which he calmly replied to by saying "Main tou neechay hi behta tha " (lol I hope i remembered his exact words :P) and then we had the epic fail moment when in the excitement of it all Bilal said "Motuh to mouth" when he actually meant to say " word of mouth" which Hira corrected. We also got to meet the cool Rj aapi Umme Kulsoom who had amazing stuff to share and after discussing ideas (the co-founders were doing most of the talking) everyone was divided into groups for the writers (Yeay!! Us), the photographers and the designers. Everyone had real creative ideas which were discussed in the respective groups and than shared with everyone. Oooo!! and all of us got the preview the AWESOME new KarachiTips ki website. So anyways I got to meet realllyy awesome people today like Ali, Saad, Hareem, Shahzal, Sadiya, Usama, Hira, Zain and everyone else (sorry if I forgot to tag :\ ) I am seriously still high on the excitement today and I cant wait until this team starts to get do some work in real in a few days. Today was just freaking AWESMAZING <3 and I found the co-founders and everyone who was there to be meri tarhan k. It was freaking cool how so many diverse people were making friends and were being so good to each other. Saad made the whole environment lighter by cracking jokes in the middle of a convo and how can I forget mimicking me :D though it was annoying I enjoyed every bit of it. Anyways right now I have to go watch Humsafar ( Ashar <3) so there it is all the cool stuff we did today :D

A Sandwich at a Cost of a Bloody Finger :D

Out of nowhere I decided to have breakfast this morning. So I decided to make the steak sandwich I wanted to eat. My nanu had made steaks (which were in the fridge ) for us before she left and after procrastinating for a while I dragged my self to the kitchen to fix myself the sandwich. Careless as ever I cut my finger while cutting the steak for it. Instead of panicking I ran to the shouting at my sister to bring some cotton and as I tried to stop my finger from bleeding the only thing on my mind was to take some pictures of my bloody finger.After taking a few photos I told a few friends of mine who Im sure would be thinking that Im really insane. As lame as this may sound I actually dedicate this blog to my poor finger which got sacrificed for a sandwich XD and even though Ive been making this blog a big deal this is going to be a short one so it has to end here :D My bloody finger rocks and so does my freakin awesome sandwich :D 

KarachiTips All the Way :D

A few weeks back as I logged in on Facebook randomly and went straight to the K-tips page and found that all of us fans were given  chance to the part of KarachiTips. I filled out a form with a little hope of getting a chance and tagged a friend as well who was just as into it as I was. After a week my friend texted me saying "Im freaking happy, Karachitips walay replied saying they've selected me. Go check your mail too."  Cursing KESC I waited for the lights to come back and after it did, with my heart beating as fast as it possibly could, I logged on to my hotmail and there it was. An official mail from Abdullah, Co-founder of Karachitips, saying that almost 50 people have been selected for the KarachiTips Blog Team and with a promise of insanity and awesomeness he told us that they have loads of ideas to work on. I was ecstatic. Finally I was landed with an opportunity to do something I loved (writing that is :D ) with  bunch of really cool people. The first meetup is coming soon though I might not be able to be a part of it (I hope it doesn't gets me out of it), Im looking forward to working with KarachiTips. This is one of the few awesome things Ill ever do XD K-Tips freaking rocks <3

Random :D

Eeeeekkkk!!! What is wrong with me.. Im a whole new person. Going to take the risks I promised myself that I wont take. Lol who cares anyway. Life is what you make of it and Im going to make the most of it anyway. :D I love my crazy self. Havent blogged in a while :[ But I think I'll be here for a long time now[ hope so :P ] Lol this is a random post so anyone who's reading this, ignore it :P La la la...

Crush? Love? Obsession?

"Umm, Look over there, Isn't that guy/girl cute?", " I think I'm in love with him/her." "Though I know we are friends, I don't think Its the same for me now. I think I'm falling for him/her." These are the words we hear or say every now and then. As we enter our teenage life, we see life full of possibilities and then there comes a point where your priorities keep shifting  from one thing to another. As far as love is concerned, an average teenager falls in and out of love in more then 80% of their time. There is no consistency in our lives. What is love? One might ask. Everyone have different ideas, different definitions. Its not something one can impose on another person. From what I've notice, No one really knows what love is and when will it come in their life. Every new crush becomes their obsession and once its over, one feels heartbroken as if the life is finished but then they come across someone new and it starts all over again. How to know if the person you're with is the right one for you? This is the question that pops up in everyone's mind. The simple things, care, compassion as different in couples as two fingerprints being compared. Different people have different standards when it comes to love. Love can be materialistic to some or some might find the deeper meaning of it. Some are content being alone since they think that it might not last for them. But then its not how life goes on. The reality is that risks are what make life beautiful and love is the biggest risk anyone can every take. The blissful feeling of someone completing your soul, like you have found your lost puzzle piece. Believing is all what it takes. Not every relation is supposed to have getting end up together but its the respect the other person gives you. Your uniqueness with how your relation is makes you different. So don't let go of the one you love. Just hold on but also keep in mind that love is not the permission given to anyone to let you down or make you feel bad. If its love you'll be the happiest person on the face of the earth and if its wrong in any way nothing will lift you up. Be sure of what your priorities are. After all as I say "Love is the Obsession you have with you Crush."

Out Of Goodbyes

Most of the best songs Im addicted to are by Maroon 5. They never stop to amaze me with their songs. My inspiration <3

*Achooo*

Guess what! Im down with a fever and the stupid cold again. There was a time I loved to get ill and stuff but then now it gets really irritating. I WANT to get better right now. This sucks big time :(

I'd Love To Be Your Last

I'm waiting for the one to come along and I could then sing it to that person(hope he doesn't runs away) and I really don't care to be their first love its all about being the last love where his world ends on you. To the perfect guy for me out there anywhere you are

You and I

Insanity is losing control,
And my sanity is you,
I walked a million miles,
And all I found was you,
The balance to my haven was receded,
And now the balance I have is you,
My beating heart is all I have,
And it forever is beating for you,
Searching for the meaning to my lost life,
And that sole purpose is now you,
My world had no day, no dawn,
And now the sun and the moon is you,
I took the stars from the skies,
And to where they led me is you,
If I ever lose it all,
And to what I'll lose is you.

The Twilight of Love

And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became.

 Sometimes in a long time, there is someone you cross paths with who changes your life, your views, your ideas, your philosophies to a level that you don't even seem to realize that you actually somewhere in between fell for them. The most satisfying feeling in the world. The right person to come through. It blinds you and shows you what is the beauty of the darkness around you. You find your world being blown out by them. No matter how independent you are and it doesn't matter how much in control you have your life all that matters is you have given it all to that one and only person  who is wrong for you in all the right ways. The undeniable connection you have with them, maybe they wont recognize it themselves, effects you and you life and changes ever thing around you. The stars, the moon of your life have a different gravitational point now and no matter how hard you try there is nothing you can to to not loose it all since your happiness is hidden in-between there too. So follow your beating heart to where it wants to take you and build a whole new world.

Beautiful Disaster

She's not a drama queen
She doesn't wanna feel this way
Only 17 and tired, yeah

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's just the way she is
But no one's told her that's OK

I just came across this song today. I was amazed how the words literally explained how I'm feeling these days.Oh! Maybe I'm not 17 but even though I'm almost at the end of my teenage years I have learned alot. From the people I loved and the people I hated, the people who were my bestest of friends and then came those who never knew the real me. Maybe I would change it all just to have few of the blissful moments but then again I have changed myself to an extent after that I cant see if there is anything I should really change about myself. All I want is not feeling this way, not feeling empty inside. After all it's all about how you makeup your mind about being happy. At the end of the day it all comes down to one thing and that one thing is satisfying your inner-self. Contentment is a level of blissfulness that not all can have but to strive and get to it is the way to go.

Cosmic Love!

I was never into florence at all but then I heard this song and it seemed to be all about me and my situation *sigh* best song ever!

There's something inside me

There's something inside me,
Trying to break free,
Can anybody help?
Can anybody see?
The twisted realities,
Of our twisted fantasies,
Regrets of our deepest desires,
Secrets that are killing us,
The unspoken words,
Sadness that seers through,
The darkness of his heart,
Twilight of my soul,
Is pulling us togather,
Binding us forever,
His dark, deep eyes,
Like the black sun on my horizon,
Falling like a broken star,
Tears that I cry,
And how he holds me in his arms,
Hangs me on the edge,
Even though he is the reason,
I'm staying in love with my sorrows,
So there is something inside me,
The darkness of the love that has taken over.

The love, I loved.

As I lay on the ground,
Darkness encasing my existence,
Taking in the reality,
My reason to live wearying,
Refusing to let go, dying,
You're still are my last request,
Your soul shattering stare,
And your sparkling brown eyes,
Your smell that still lingers on,
Reminds me of my regret,
Being so blind even as you stabbed me,
Stripping me of what I had,
Pretended that I was all you ever wanted,
But it was all in my head,
Drawing in my last breath,
Watching you leave me for the dead,
Making it clear as the white moon above,
I lost the love I loved the most.

The mosrt randomest post :P

*sigh* Times running forward as fast as it could. Going through the bittersweet things these last days made me realize that after all life is not actually what you plan it to be. People make decisions for your or they simply just take over your life thinking that they are making it better but they actually are making it hard for you to live. Pealing off the ties that bind us is as hard as peeling off a coconut shell with your bare hands. Everything that we do is usually shaded with the fact that what the world is going to say. It effects our life and tears off our freedom. Though I'm not trying to make this a soul lifting blog (which I usually end up doing) it is still going that way :p  So back to reality, The reality that doesn't even exists. It's the picture that we paint ourselves. We usually don't even need a thing to remind us that we also are the part of the same world. Everything has its own two side, the bad and the good, the light and the dark. Either we paint ourselves black or white, that reflects how we go around acting towards people. I don't even know why I'm writing this right now XD. So the funniest thing that I came across today was a guy who posted video of himself. Talk about being too full of one's self.. Made me laugh my ass off after such a long time. The complexes and the desperation that people have never stops to amaze me. I just realized that this is a veryyy random post which doesnt even mean anything but anyhoo I was thinking of just writing (not even caring that how silly I sound right now) or if you see it the other way Im just putting off going to bed which is not right since I have to get up and all I think I should now leave which I'll do right now :P after I shut the pc down and everything :P

*Umeed=Hope*

Every now and then, you go through a phase when all you want to do is sit and sulk. You feel bad about yourself, start to think of all the people you might have disappointed. There's nothing or none who can cheer you up. You try to indulge yourself in stuff but get tired of doing it after some while. Nobody understands what actually you want and all you can think about is how people are going to hate you for the things you have done. Every passing moment is hard to get by. There's all but the silence around cause of you shutting everyone out. You have no idea for what you are suffering, feeling dead. You fight with everyone push them away. You change and change yourself hoping to get through life. You are suddenly afraid of risking it all again. Failed attempts after attempts, trying to make everything alright. Making excuses for every feeling just to make yourself feel better. You can't share whats really in your heart afraid of what people might say or how they would label you. All the love is buried deep inside of you. You want someone to come by and just sweep you off of your feet making it alright. Feeling empty inside like every fiber of your body is being ripped apart. Looking around and finding nobody to be there. But then there is this tiny fragment of the most brilliant light ever. Far away in the pitch black darkness of your life. It's the hope inside of you, making you realize that you have to make an effort yourself to make it better. You have to find yourself. Serenity sweeps over you making you see all the wonderful things around you, all the wonderful people there are for you waiting for you to come to them. The feeling of being lost somewhere starts to fade away as you clear your mind of all the worry, of all the depressing thoughts you ever had. That is the one moment you feel blissful. It's the mistakes that makes you realize where you were wrong and helps you grow out of your shell. It's the past that makes you strong, giving you the strength to live the present and to plan a better future for yourself. So, when there's hope for something good, there's nothing in this world that would stop the goodness from taking over your life