Crush? Love? Obsession?

"Umm, Look over there, Isn't that guy/girl cute?", " I think I'm in love with him/her." "Though I know we are friends, I don't think Its the same for me now. I think I'm falling for him/her." These are the words we hear or say every now and then. As we enter our teenage life, we see life full of possibilities and then there comes a point where your priorities keep shifting  from one thing to another. As far as love is concerned, an average teenager falls in and out of love in more then 80% of their time. There is no consistency in our lives. What is love? One might ask. Everyone have different ideas, different definitions. Its not something one can impose on another person. From what I've notice, No one really knows what love is and when will it come in their life. Every new crush becomes their obsession and once its over, one feels heartbroken as if the life is finished but then they come across someone new and it starts all over again. How to know if the person you're with is the right one for you? This is the question that pops up in everyone's mind. The simple things, care, compassion as different in couples as two fingerprints being compared. Different people have different standards when it comes to love. Love can be materialistic to some or some might find the deeper meaning of it. Some are content being alone since they think that it might not last for them. But then its not how life goes on. The reality is that risks are what make life beautiful and love is the biggest risk anyone can every take. The blissful feeling of someone completing your soul, like you have found your lost puzzle piece. Believing is all what it takes. Not every relation is supposed to have getting end up together but its the respect the other person gives you. Your uniqueness with how your relation is makes you different. So don't let go of the one you love. Just hold on but also keep in mind that love is not the permission given to anyone to let you down or make you feel bad. If its love you'll be the happiest person on the face of the earth and if its wrong in any way nothing will lift you up. Be sure of what your priorities are. After all as I say "Love is the Obsession you have with you Crush."

Out Of Goodbyes

Most of the best songs Im addicted to are by Maroon 5. They never stop to amaze me with their songs. My inspiration <3

*Achooo*

Guess what! Im down with a fever and the stupid cold again. There was a time I loved to get ill and stuff but then now it gets really irritating. I WANT to get better right now. This sucks big time :(

I'd Love To Be Your Last

I'm waiting for the one to come along and I could then sing it to that person(hope he doesn't runs away) and I really don't care to be their first love its all about being the last love where his world ends on you. To the perfect guy for me out there anywhere you are

You and I

Insanity is losing control,
And my sanity is you,
I walked a million miles,
And all I found was you,
The balance to my haven was receded,
And now the balance I have is you,
My beating heart is all I have,
And it forever is beating for you,
Searching for the meaning to my lost life,
And that sole purpose is now you,
My world had no day, no dawn,
And now the sun and the moon is you,
I took the stars from the skies,
And to where they led me is you,
If I ever lose it all,
And to what I'll lose is you.

The Twilight of Love

And in the dark, I can hear your heartbeat
I tried to find the sound
But then it stopped, and I was in the darkness,
So darkness I became.

 Sometimes in a long time, there is someone you cross paths with who changes your life, your views, your ideas, your philosophies to a level that you don't even seem to realize that you actually somewhere in between fell for them. The most satisfying feeling in the world. The right person to come through. It blinds you and shows you what is the beauty of the darkness around you. You find your world being blown out by them. No matter how independent you are and it doesn't matter how much in control you have your life all that matters is you have given it all to that one and only person  who is wrong for you in all the right ways. The undeniable connection you have with them, maybe they wont recognize it themselves, effects you and you life and changes ever thing around you. The stars, the moon of your life have a different gravitational point now and no matter how hard you try there is nothing you can to to not loose it all since your happiness is hidden in-between there too. So follow your beating heart to where it wants to take you and build a whole new world.

Beautiful Disaster

She's not a drama queen
She doesn't wanna feel this way
Only 17 and tired, yeah

She would change everything for happy ever after
Caught in the in between of beautiful disaster
She just needs someone to take her home

She's just the way she is
But no one's told her that's OK

I just came across this song today. I was amazed how the words literally explained how I'm feeling these days.Oh! Maybe I'm not 17 but even though I'm almost at the end of my teenage years I have learned alot. From the people I loved and the people I hated, the people who were my bestest of friends and then came those who never knew the real me. Maybe I would change it all just to have few of the blissful moments but then again I have changed myself to an extent after that I cant see if there is anything I should really change about myself. All I want is not feeling this way, not feeling empty inside. After all it's all about how you makeup your mind about being happy. At the end of the day it all comes down to one thing and that one thing is satisfying your inner-self. Contentment is a level of blissfulness that not all can have but to strive and get to it is the way to go.

Cosmic Love!

I was never into florence at all but then I heard this song and it seemed to be all about me and my situation *sigh* best song ever!

There's something inside me

There's something inside me,
Trying to break free,
Can anybody help?
Can anybody see?
The twisted realities,
Of our twisted fantasies,
Regrets of our deepest desires,
Secrets that are killing us,
The unspoken words,
Sadness that seers through,
The darkness of his heart,
Twilight of my soul,
Is pulling us togather,
Binding us forever,
His dark, deep eyes,
Like the black sun on my horizon,
Falling like a broken star,
Tears that I cry,
And how he holds me in his arms,
Hangs me on the edge,
Even though he is the reason,
I'm staying in love with my sorrows,
So there is something inside me,
The darkness of the love that has taken over.

The love, I loved.

As I lay on the ground,
Darkness encasing my existence,
Taking in the reality,
My reason to live wearying,
Refusing to let go, dying,
You're still are my last request,
Your soul shattering stare,
And your sparkling brown eyes,
Your smell that still lingers on,
Reminds me of my regret,
Being so blind even as you stabbed me,
Stripping me of what I had,
Pretended that I was all you ever wanted,
But it was all in my head,
Drawing in my last breath,
Watching you leave me for the dead,
Making it clear as the white moon above,
I lost the love I loved the most.