The Sinking boat

Life, sometimes feels like a sinking boat. People come into your boat and their betrayal, their lies just make huge holes and you feel like sinking deep into the realm of darkness. All the aura of light, happiness, joy starts to disappear. It feels as if your life is painted black and no matter how you try, you just can't find your way out. People just see their pain, lean on you and when you are of no use for them, they'll leave just cause your heart misery and leave you behind. To them, the priority is not you, but loads of other thing where as you find yourself crying in the middle of the night over them. You'll break from so many places that you wont even know where to start mending yourself. You stop trusting others as well, the ones to whom you mean something and you start pushing them away. It becomes hard to trust you own self as well. What we need to realize here is that no matter how afraid we are, we should refrain from hurting our self for someone who's not even worth it. Why cry for someone who's not even there to catch you when you fall. Go out, move on, take risks and you might come across things you wouldn't even have ever dreamt of. A very close friend of mine told me that "Every movie we see, Every story we're told, in a way or two begs us to wait for it, the unexpected declaration of love, the exception to the rule. But sometimes we're so focused on finding our happy ending we don't learn how to read the signs. How to tell from the ones who want us and the ones who don't, the ones who will stay and the ones who will leave. And maybe a happy ending doesn't include a guy, maybe... it's you, on your own, picking up the pieces and starting over, freeing yourself up for something better in the future. Maybe the happy ending is... just... moving on. Or maybe the happy ending is this, knowing after all the unreturned phone calls, broken-hearts, through the blunders and misread signals, through all the pain and embarrassment you never gave up hope. - 'he's just not that into you'. " Love, is indefinitely a part of life, but you should never let it ruin your life for you. Somewhere, somehow, you have to put your foot down and learn to get back up on your own and live your life the way you want to.